I cried

I have been riddled with anxiety and on the edge since Monday. Twice a day, every day this week (only a couple of days, I know, but it felt like FOREVER) I have logged onto the Internet to check for it, all the while bile churning in my gut and threatening to claw its way up my throat, only to be let down and somewhat relieved, that the news had not yet arrived....
Today, I cried. After all of the fear and doubt had bubbled inside for so long, it finally found it's release with THE NEWS. I PASSED. I am now a PA-C (Physician Assistant-Certified). Besides that, I am the most grateful girl in the world today and I cried for like an hour. I felt like an idiot, but it was a good thing.
Sweet Relief!