Saturday, January 24, 2009

Today I am....

...ecstatic, confused, elated, anxious, nauseated, impatient, out of control, sassy, afraid and so sure that i have no idea what's really going on. i'm definately not unhappy, but my mood changes literally from minute to minute with only brief relief. As you can imagine, this has made me VERY TIRED. lol
I wonder how long I can live like this. Uncertainty, It's not a concept that I'm all that familiar with because I can be the OCD queen. I try really hard to be a go with the flow kinda girl from day to day, and I have to say that over the years, I've let go of a lot.
but today... i think i am officially the leader of the Tightly Wound Citizens of the World.
if this is the last time I post, be advised, my head probably imploded from the multitude of the aforementioned emotions.

thank you for your support
-psycho

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh no, imploding head syndrome! If this is the last time you post you can expect frequent poking in the ribs from me. Get more exercise.

Anonymous said...

Haha, that sounds more tough love than I meant it too, or maybe not. Are you feeling better today?