I ain't skerd.... That's how I usually respond when someone asks me what I am afraid of. Today, I think I actually experienced true fear.
I took my Physician Assistant National Certifying Exam this morning. I felt pretty prepared going in, but I left nearly in tears. I think that was one of the most brutal experiences of my life up till now. I've been through a lot over the years to get to this point and the realization that I am completely uncertain as to whether or not I passed this test, has had me on edge all day long. It can take a few days or few weeks to get the results and I'm not sure I can take it...
I am just praying, hoping or whatever to whomever that I actually passed. I would have liked to have done well, but at this point, just a pass will suffice.
For now, I guess I'll try to ignore the urgent need to vomit or the intense bugs under the skin anxiety that I'm feeling. Maybe I should take up substance abuse or something to pass the hours... What's your drug of choice???
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- psychobillygirl
- Disregard the great ethical truths, it's the collective life of the herd for you. Closed society, no open door policy,collectivist, secretive ideology. Utilitarian. Sublimation of individual identities, suppression of dissidents, communal living, country club victory for him and her and she and he. -Bruce Hornsby
2 comments:
Well seeing as how you asked, in a high anxiety state I wouldn't recommend anything too intense. I would self medicate with maryjane at this point, even trying not to drink too much, keep that for the result which will be champagne! It is not a test of you as a person, just some other bozo's test of whether you fit the role, so don't worry, roll up a big fat skookum and listen to some music and sit on the stairs and maybe paint your toenails or a design your next tattoo,
ooohhh, I'm with gingatao on this one. lets go down under and smoke a fat one with him...hehehe
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