it's dark in here. lonely, crazy, anxiety driven. screaming in silence, smiling in public and ferociously trying to keep it together. anger, humiliation, fear with a little shame. knowing tomorrow has to be better and this will pass just like it always does. it hurts just the same.
embarrassment for thinking this way, paranoid at times, I know I'm not rational. I think the hardest part is knowing that. fine line between crazy and creative and I walk it like a tightrope everyday. somedays I slip.
i hate days like this...
About Me
- psychobillygirl
- Disregard the great ethical truths, it's the collective life of the herd for you. Closed society, no open door policy,collectivist, secretive ideology. Utilitarian. Sublimation of individual identities, suppression of dissidents, communal living, country club victory for him and her and she and he. -Bruce Hornsby
4 comments:
Relax, it's normal to be crazy, everyone's crazy they only differ in the degree that they show it. You don't want to go crazy worrying about how crazy you are, relax,
yeah, so I don't show it most of the time and I gotta get it out somewhere. i don't usually obssess about it, however on the random days when i'm down in it i need a release.
Cool, you write with real energy and a very unique voice. Maybe you could do more of it? Either way, your blog is great and I am following along patiently.
I didn't think anyone else knew how that felt...
It's always good to know you're not alone... but how does that help with anything I don't know...
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